Cindy Lou

Journal to share my thoughts and daily events with friends and family
in my journey through Acute Myelogenous Leukemia (AML).

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Discharge day

Overwhelming is the only word I can descibe today. First of all they made me stay another day. Then they had to switch all my IV meds over to pills and I am having trouble keeping them down. The Lodge is very nice, like an old victorian Hotel, and i'm sure once I feel better I will enjoy it. Sorry, I havent been in tough in a couple days, nausea has ruled myworld. Like Steve said, take it one day at a time, and I am. so sorry this is short. Tomorrrow will be better!

13 Comments:

  • At 5:34 PM, Blogger Jessie said…

    I must have esp. I am writing at 5:25 and you posted at 5:20. I just took a little nap with Alli after I took Alexa, Alayna, Alli, Alexa's friend Meghan and Logan school clothes shopping. Girls are a handful shopping. I have been thinking of you all afternoon and I was hoping that you have started feeling better as I had talked to you earlier this morning and you were preparing for the move. If you are not able to come home this weekend mom do not force yourself. I think Mike and I are staying in Cleveland over night and we can still come visit you. I know you want to get home but you will get there I just don't want you forcing anything too soon. We love you and can't wait to see you again. You looked good on Sunday and you are moving in the right direction. Talk to you soon!
    Love
    Jess

     
  • At 7:22 PM, Blogger Saroth said…

    Cindy,

    Any note from you is a sign of your strength and perservance. We appreciate you time in sharing your thoughts and feelings about your journey of healing. Jessie is so right, just take it one day at a time and everyithing will come together. Besides the Magic School Bus is a cool ride. Take care.
    Sending our love and prayers,
    Jude, Shelly, Bryce and Shai

     
  • At 7:46 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Bella!
    I was gettting a little anxious because you hadn't posted. Marcie called yesterday and said she couldn't get a hold of you, as well. I told her not to worry, but she was. She's all set for our day tomorrow....breakfast, nails and shopping :) Yesterday she wanted to do lunch, but tonight it was breakfast. LOL! It is one day at a time, Cindy. Tomorrow IS a new day, just as you said. The nausea will pass, but in the meantime I'm sure it's miserable. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. You're doing GREAT and holding your course. Just as your son Kyle said the other day, take it slow and find your stride. You're heading for home, kiddo! Yes I Can!

     
  • At 8:03 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Glad to hear from you. We worry. Your journey reminds me of labor. It is "hell" but the outcome will be worth it. Focus, breathe, and try to sleep. We are with you in thought and prayer. We have all the faith in the world that you can do this.
    Libby, glad to see your post. Hope you are feeling better. Just knowing how you helped your sister must be the greatest feeling in the world.
    Love,
    Mark and Jan

     
  • At 8:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Cindy,
    There you go worrying about not keeping in touch for a couple of days...[we're all here to help cheer you on and we don't want you to worry.]Just keep saying I will get through this and I Know each day will get better. Take care and remember you are a survivor.Your Day to Celebrate is getting closer .
    Thinking of you daily.
    Linda P.
    .

     
  • At 8:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Cindy, I WAS HAPPY TO SEE YOU HAD POSTED. I WAS STARTING TO GET A LITTLE WORRIED. I HOPE THEY WILL BE GIVING YOU SOME MEDS TO HELP WITH THE NAUSA.ALLELUIA,YOU ARE OUT OF CLEVELAND CLINIC AND ARE NOW STARTING A NEW PART OF YOUR JOURNEY. I WAS GLAD TO READ THAT YOUR SISTER LIBBY IS FEELING BETTER. WHAT IS YOUR NEW ADDRESS AT HOPE LODGE? CINDY KEEP ON FIGHTING, YOU ARE A STRONG LADY. ONE DAY AT A TIME. THINKING OF YOU DAILY AND YOU ARE IN MY DAILY PRAYERS LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS DIANA

     
  • At 9:29 PM, Blogger BananaBuzzbomb said…

    Hi Aunt Cindy! I'm sure you've seen the 500 Miles video I made. But I still wanted to post it for anyone else that would like to see it. For anyone who doesn't know, the 500 Miles dance is a Roth Tradition started by Uncle Kyle at Jessie's wedding. This past weekend Jillian and Brittan got married and the tradition continued. However, this time it was dedicated to Aunt Cindy. Just click on the link....some may not understand, but we sure do...enjoy!

     
  • At 7:59 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Cindy,
    So glad to hear that you are out of the hospital and at Hope Lodge. Just take one day at a time. You will be home before you know it. Take care and I hope to see you soon. Andy & I send our love and prayers your way.
    Love
    Debbie & Andy

     
  • At 8:50 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Cindy,

    So happy that you got to move to Hope Lodge, Kyle said it was very nice and that you can do some recouperating there away from the hospital atmosphere. Wasn't Heidi's vidio great! It was so good to see the brothers, then the new bride and groom and then all of your family out there dancing. It felt like a wonderful celebration in your honor. I've always enjoyed when they did that dance, but Saturday it just meant so much more just knowing how many miles you have come so far. Try to relax now and spend special time with Kyle. He said that the hospital where Erica will have Liv is right next to where you are so that will be great too! Keep up your wonderful attitude and know that we are thinking of you and praying for you daily! Yes you can!!
    Mary Beth and Mike

     
  • At 8:50 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Cindy,

    Today will be better. One minute, one hour, one day at a time. We continue to pray and God will continue to answer. You have come this far - THERE IS NO STOPPING YOU NOW!!

    Love & prayers,
    Ed & Ciny

     
  • At 12:05 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Buck and I hope you are feeling better. Just take your time. I know you want to come home, but wait till you really feel good.Everything will work out in good time.

     
  • At 9:32 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Cindy: One more day over in this journey....the rainbow is around the corner. You are such an inspiration to us weaker folks. Godspeed! Chico and Char

     
  • At 10:45 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    HI CINDY
    KYLE CALLED TODAY TO TELL ME OF THE LITTLE "SETBACK" BUT I'M SURE YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS BUMP IN THE ROAD JUST LIKE YOU DID THE OTHERS. THAT NAUSEA IS NO FUN IS IT---BUT HANG IN THERE. THE PILLS WILL START TO ADJUST TO YOUR ADVANTAGE SOON. I AM WRITING THIS AT 10:30 P.M. SO I AM HOPING YOU ARE OUT OF THE CLEVELAND CLINIC OUT-PATIENT DEPT. BY NOW AND BACK AT HOPE. LUV YOU
    MOM ROTH AND RALPH

     

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